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Jon found this picture while cleaning out the shed last week. 

It is not my favorite but it sure helps in the motivation department.  Cause it is proof that I was once thin.  I really thought that this picture was from high school but when I looked at the date it was actually taken a month before Jon proposed, so February 2003.  The sad/funny thing about it being from '03 is that I remember feeling chubby and thinking that I had a spare tire around my waist, I sure don't see a spare tire now.  I was in a friends wedding in March of that year and I definitely remember thinking that I was big.  I wish that I could go back in time and tell my self to shut up that I looked great.  I hope that I love myself when I actually get there again, I really don't want to always feel like if I just loose a little more I'll be perfect.  I am trying to work on my self inside while working on the outside.